Thinking

What were you thinking when You were fading away?
Did you know you were leaving for good ?
Were you thinking how bad we would be hurting to lose you? I pray that you didn't have a clue...
I'd rather hurt than you

Home

If home is where the heart is I'd be a cemetery in Pearl River Louisiana

Know

Maybe I might know that I don't 

Forget

If I could only forget
For just a moment

Heart

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Change/love

I cant change you
And you will never change me
But i can love you
And i know you will always love me

Words

I want to write something about how much I love and miss you
But this is impossible
When there are no such words
That even come close to explaining it
Its just a feeling of emptiness
It cant be spoken
It can only be felt

Finally

The girl I finally met
Makes me feel
Something I've never felt
She touches my soul
In so many ways
She makes me whole again

I live for her love
A love that is real
She came into my life
And made my life worth living again
Her love is real
So warm and giving

Every minute of every day
Its her I'm thinking of
Because she makes me feel this way
I love her so much
And she loves me
We both feel it Everytime we touch

Happy ending

Is there really such a thing as a happy ending?

Here

I'm still here
You're still gone

My fault

I loved you so much
Why did I just let you slip away

Last words

Enemy

I always have and always WILL be my OWN worst enemy

I love you to the moon and back because you are my world

I love them

I just
MISS YOU

Alone

There is no YOU when you're like that
I'm alone
I wish YOU were there
Because I need YOU
Ahh YOU won't get this anyway
Hopefully one day YOU will
bc I love YOU
And need you there even more
Than ever before

The life of the dead
Is placed in the memory of the living
Cicero

Light

Black

When it all goes black
Think deep
What do you find
In the back of your mind

I feel alone
Most all the time

Sleep

It seems as though that the only thing I look forward to to these days is going to sleep

Last

The last time I seen you
I had no clue
That this would be the last time
I saw you

Music a moment or a memory get to me

One year ago tonight
I began living my worst nightmare
And will forever live it
Until I leave this world

Love

Love is giving someone the ability to destroy you
But trusting them not to

Unknown

Issue

Drugs were never an issue in my life until you... and drugs have been an issue in my life ever since you

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You may be gone but I'll never let u go

Hey

Hey
What can I say
That hasn't been said before
And you look me
As if I lost my mind
You just can't see
You dont get it
And I hope you never do

Awake

I'd sell my soul
To dream you wide awake

Poets of the fall

Here

Id would be nice if you were here
Oh wait...
You are...

July

Not much happiness in july
Im another year older
And ur another one gone

We dream our dreams but nobody else is listening

?

Life is more horrible
Than Beautiful

MAF

Time

If Time heals so why does it keep getting harder?

We are all living just so we can die
Why not just get it over with
And skip all the suffering

Right
All along

Simple

Never trust someone
That doesn't trust you

Wake

2007

I keep telling you all these things
And I don't even know if you're listening

F***** up

What the f***

Special

Stupidity

Useless

Bills n beer

Real

So far away
And so unreal
The life I knew
The way I used to feel
Its so far away
And so unreal
Like it never happened
It was never real

Freedom

Empty

Behold the night
It is so warm
Take my hand
I mean you no harm

Moonshadows glow
Upon the water
Why do you try
To make this harder

Take my hand
It is yours
Let yourself go
Love on empty shores

Fair ?

None of us asked to live
Yet were forced to die

None of us choose to live nor die

Choice

Although none of us asked to be born we have no choice but to die

Misery

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Past

The past is but a pause away from the present

Forget

Can someone help me
Give me a clue
How do I make this go away
How can I forget her
Someone you may not even know
But its someone I can't let go
So help me out
How can I forget her
How can I forget something
I have never felt before
How can I let that go
A feeling I've never known
Something I may never feel again
And to tell you the truth
I hope I never do
Because to lose it
It's something I can't endure
Everything is dead to me now
And it's only because of that life
That I now feel dead

Sometimes

Sometimes I see you
Everywhere
Whats sad is
Ur not there

Me

I love you baby so much
No one else but you
Would love someone like me
That's how I know
You are the only one for me

See

I look up
Are you there
I only see clouds
As I stare

Pieces

All these pieces
Can I put them together
Will they fit
And if they do
Will it
Be something good

Deqd

Look at them they're dead
They don't have a soul ?
Who said?

All

I had it all
But lost even more

Drink

I drink I thinked too much

One more chance

Just one more time
One Last Chance
To make it right

Just one more day
One fucking day
For one last chance

Happy

Even though I know you would want me to be
I just don't see how I could ever truly be happy

L if E

Life is beautiful
But can be so ugly

Missing

Time

Dead

The end

Gone

Bottle down
Head up
Lets get this shit right
Starting tonight

What I wouldn't give for you to be right here right now

So much

I miss you
So much
I love you
So much
my life
It's changed
So much

With so much missing without you I'd be gone

Go on

How do you go on
When one of the biggest parts of you is gone?

Cardboard Palace

A leaning fence to piss behind
A plastic bucket to go inside
My cardboard room
The place I spend
Most my time
I got a TV and a PC
I got some cool furniture around me
I lay in bed and drink some beer
That's how I pass my time in here

The cardboard Palace aint what you think
Its a pretty cool place
To have a drink

Every time

Everytime I see your face
Everytime I hear your voice
Every time
Every time I feel fine

Everytime I'm with you
Everytime you smile
Every time
Every time I feel alive

Everytime I hold you
Everytime we kiss
Every time
Everytime I fall more in love with you
Every single time

Drinking

I've only got 5 strings on thi

I've only got 5 strings on this guitar I'll never finish this song

5 strings

I only got 5 strings on this here guitar
I'll never play a whole song

You

I just want to see you I just want to hear you I just want to talk to you somebody tell me why why can't I see you
Why can't I talk to you
I don't know any reason why
Why you can't be here
It's just not fair it doesn't make any sence why
Why can't you be here
I don't see any reason why
Why you're not here

Smart

I'm smart enough to know that I'm an idiot

Rain

Here comes the rain here comes the rain beating down upon my window pane here comes the rain here comes the rain here comes the pain to my mind again

Sad

Seeing happiness only brings me sadness