forgotton

If you are there

may I wish this

that what I feel

will not last

that it shall subside

Into nothingness

lost in indecision---2007

a night in your arms

a night under the stars

brings me back

back so far

back to when I knew who you were

and not who you are

and who I am now

can see what I was

that through my life

I've tried to avoid life

lost in moments of indecision

buried in lies

offered by me

tell all you see

stay away from me

be the one

not like them

stray clear of what you see

not in them

but in me

numb---2007

asleep but awake

my body is numb

just cant escape

what I've become

it's eating at me

day after day

I cant stand myself

I need to get away

I want to go back

to who I was before

when I didnt need this

I dont want this anymore

skeletons

skeletons in my head

skeletons in my bed

the drugs they take keep them awake

stealing their minds

and crushing their dreams

skeletons all around

into hell to freeze

lost controll of who they were

and they try to regain

who they once were

but cannot abstain

a  fast  painfull ride

just living for the high

only to come crashing down

skeletons all around

confusion: you

confusion: you: well Iguess I'll write a letter to YOU ... A letter I will never send ... a letter YOU will never read, but I had to write it anywa...